Blogging is boring. I wish there was bigger words to say it. Blogging is boring. I said it again.
It's the year of 2010! Due to you-know-what, i won't be having much free time left. Even if I online, i'll probably check facebook, read blogs or interesting articles. Blogging is definitely out of the question. There's more things to read about than to write about. I'd come back to blogging, when i'm free, and more disciplined. (I'll Be Back!)
So, for now, Goodbye.
First Choice that I have to make:
1. I finish 4 essays before 6am.
2. I go to sleep now and make someone really angry.
I made a promise to some guys at school to bring my essay book. But my essay book is gone and I'm not going to school tomorrow.
Anyways, I think i'm going to have to go with (2).
Sorry Siva & Liam.
Alright. Planning the procedure for tomorrow morning.
1. Wake up in the morning before 6.
2. Set up apparatus.
3. Go to Pelindung either by car or on foot.
4. Rendezvous with teammates at the foot of hill before 7.
Still haven't thought of any games for the beach. Awrghh!
Teh, driving without drivers' license.
Praise the Lord, today is a wonderful day. It was cool and breezy. Windy but not too cold.
Today we helped Yan move his furnitures to his new house. Made so many trips back and forth that I lost count! It was so fun. I gained experience, fun, a bit of muscle aches, dust all over my white shirt and lots and lots of fun. I said fun twice on purpose ^^.
IT'S A BEAUTIFUL DAY!
to be continued..
These days, I feel really depressed. I'm not sure if it's because I've discovered the truth, or have begun hating the lies.
Sometime ago, a friend placed his heart into my hands. He said:"I trust you". I took it, and held it dearly. I held it tight in my hands because it was something precious to both him and me.
Then the time has come where the trust has been put to the test. The path before me was thorny and rough. I endured the pain for 3 years but I had never complained. Your heart was there and it was all the motivation and comfort that I needed. When you were with me, the pain was hardly felt at all, for we endured together.
One fine day, this year, I've encountered a new type of terrain. Far more challenging and incomparable to what I have been going through for the last 3 years. It's something I had never seen or felt before. It's not rough and thorny, but soft and slippery. The path was full of deceit and lies. That fateful day, I slipped and fell. I lost hold of your heart and it fell out of my hands, smashed to smithereens.
All I can say now is that I'm sorry. I know that the damage that I have done to you can never be repaired. I do not expect forgiveness, and i'd rather you hate me. I don't blame anyone else for what I've done.
Yet, I'm still the same person that spent 3 years of sweet friendship with you.
Remember the time that we didn't do our maths homework and we were supposed to finish it under the sun? Hahhaa, i had about 10 empty pages and you had 10 filled ones. Every time a cloud blocked the sun, even for 3 seconds, we would be so happy. (Even after that experience, there'd still be empty pages in our books ==")
Then after we completed our books we went to hand in to the teacher. I remember it was you beside me. She took my book and checked through it. For some reasons I can't stop smiling, then she smacked the book into my face. "Ketawa apa?" Man, that teacher was .. but we never really cared. "Saman, saman la!"
A few times we slept in class. But because I was the one sitting in front, I'm the one that always gets the beating first. I can't stand her teaching! But then all the teachers have had a worse impression on you. So sometimes they'll just punish you more because you appear more naughty. ^^"
Remember the time I fetched you to TC on my bike and we fell into a ditch? You hit your head and i was unharmed. That's because you blocked off all the impact. Hahaha.. As I recall, we were going to TC because we heard some hot chicks were going to be there. Didn't even made it there that time. Carmen Wong was supposed to be there =X.
Remember the time we used to sing LeeHom's songs together? Not only that, you even taught me your favourite songs. Some I never even heard of until now, only from you. We used to sing in the hallways or whenever we're going somewhere together. But now you just sing less.
At least I know there's still something I can hold onto, that I know I cannot break. Memories of us.
I understand how you feel. And I know you just can't forgive me. I felt it before. The pain of being betrayed. I know it because I experienced it too. Every time you look at me you think of the pain. So I don't expect you to forgive me.
But it's a shame isn't it?
Three years of friendship. Lost, overnight.
Strange.. We're strangers again.
I personally LOVE SCI-FI.
I had just finished watching the 1 hour 40 minutes movie Tetsuya copied for me.
One of my favourite Sci-fi weapons - Powered Exoskeletons.
I first saw one of these in the Matrix Revolutions. I fell in love with them at first sight.
Second time i saw it was in Iron Man.
And again I have seen it in District 9. Though i feel it's still far from Iron Man, but it's fused with lots of alien technology and weaponry. I enjoy seeing people get fried to bits or getting shot at the head, while the guy inside just shoots effortlessly.
Unfortunately, that's all that I think it's good about the movie. Hah. The story isn't making too much sense.
1.8 million aliens with such advanced weaponry, could just dominate the Earth in one sweep. Earth is theirs for the taking. Strange enough, they fell under dominance of Man. Getting tortured and mistreated all the time and all they do is create a few small fights.
Then, this is the first movie I watched that made me say "Hey, I actually thought of that dialog before he said it!". The dialog was too predictable. The protagonist were European and there is a certain accent while speaking in English.
Like all protagonists in most of the action movies we see, they probably started out weak and cowardice. Then, in the end, they think of their family/friend/future then they start lashing out hell on the bad guys. This is like THE THING for action movies nowadays. It's good because it shows progression and change, (which is what most action movies want to teach the viewers) but it's getting boring.
Though it may seem that i've listed out more bad points than good ones, i still feel the movie is still worth watching. I'm just the type that likes to see blood splatter and bullets flying everywhere. To me, it's worth watching even if I have Sejarah essays and Moral tomorrow.
Thanks KS.
The Psalms, Chapter 20
A Prayer for Victory
To the chief Musician, A Psalm of David.
1 The LORD hear thee in the day of trouble;
the name of the God of Jacob defend thee;
2 send thee help from the sanctuary
and strengthen thee out of Zion;
3 remember all thy offerings,
and accept thy burnt sacrifice.
Selah.
4 Grant thee according to thine own heart,
and fulfil all thy counsel.
5 We will rejoice in thy salvation,
and in the name of our God we will set up our banners:
the LORD fulfil all thy petitions.
6 Now know I that the LORD saveth his anointed;
he will hear him from his holy heaven
with the saving strength of his right hand.
7 Some trust in chariots, and some in horses:
but we will remember the name of the LORD our God.
8 They are brought down and fallen:
but we are risen, and stand upright.
9 Save, LORD:
let the king hear us when we call.
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I'll be leaving this blog as it is for awhile. So I left behind something with more meaning. God bless you.
It's late evening morning and you're walking home from a basketball game with your friends. You're lost and you're exhausted. You're angry and you have lost your mood in doing anything else. You think how this world is so messed up and there's nothing worth living for in this world.. AT THAT MOMENT, you see a car coming round a sharp corner fast, and carelessly speeding down the road. A guy who won in your game and you really dislike, dropped his ball and didn't see the car coming.
3 seconds to decide. What would you do?
1. OMG! What?! (Stand there and witness his death)
2. Attempt to save him, which, if you think about it, does have its cons.
i. I'll endanger myself! I MAY DIE! THERE'S SO MUCH TO DO! I'M STILL YOUNG!
ii. Maybe I'll embarrass myself by tripping over my own shoelaces?
iii. Maybe someone else will save him, i don't have to.
iv. Maybe i'll push him aside and he'll fall and hit his head and die.
a) or he falls into a shredder.
b) or he gets hit by ANOTHER car.
v. Maybe i won't be able to push him aside hard enough, i'd be dying with him.
3. CHOOSE to watch him die. Everyone dies eventually right?
I bet your answer would be 2. If it is, I admire you.
If your answer is 3. Damn, I hate to admit but I really respect you.
If your answer is 1. You suck.. just like me.
My elder brother once said to me, that he loved me so much that he'll die for me. That struck me and it got me thinking. That was probably 1 or 2 years ago.
Now, thinking back. Dying for me, it's .. so easy.
When you see someone you love, facing an impending death as above, you'll do everything in your power to save that person. Dying is fast. There may not be pain, you'll probably be in a better place and that doesn't sound too bad of an offer. Save a life and spend your afterlife in heaven.
Now, i'd like to tell my brother. I'll die for you anytime. As to a stranger? An enemy? I don't know yet.
Do you?
It's better if you start thinking now. So that if you're found yourself in that position, to make a life-and-death decision in 3 seconds, you'll have your answer. Either it's 2 or 3 and not 1.
If you choose 2. Why..?
Doppelganger Chat
Emorej : Maybe God arranged it. It's probably his time.
Jerome : Maybe God arranged me to be there to save him.
Emorej : Maybe God put you there to warn you to be careful when you're on the road ==
Jerome : They deserve a chance to live.
Emorej : Then I deserve to die?
Jerome : I can't just stand there and watch him die!
Emorej : You can sit there and watch him die.
Jerome : Yeahh, and maybe get some popcorn right?
Emorej : Why do you want to save him? You don't know the guy.
Jerome : I just can't stand there and watch him die.
Emorej : Why not?
Jerome : Because I have a heart.
Emorej : After that, you might not be needing one. (die)
Jerome : That's what hearts are for.
Emorej : You have every reason not to save him.
Jerome : I have one reason to. Love.
Emorej : *pft* hypocrite.
Jerome : Dying is such an easy process anyways.
Emorej : Who knows? Maybe your body gets sliced in half and you're still conscious. You lay 30 minutes, tasting every bit if the burning agony, waiting for the ambulance. Then all you see is the doctors shaking heads and watching you die.
Jerome : I'm bored. You suck.
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